Scramble your eggs and your words
I can’t be any more less bothered. I just can’t. I don’t even know what it is that I couldn’t care less of. But one thing for sure, I don’t care.
Well I guess you are right to think that anyone who says that is actually really bothered. Yes, that is why I can’t get whatever it is off my mind. So I’m blogging my scramblings now..
I am really bothered.. I feel it so much that I wanna tell the world to shut up when no one is really saying anything.. Shut up coz I really don’t care! What is going on? What am I NOT missing? because it doesn’t bother me if I am missing out. I say that but I don’t mean it.. and yet it’s true too..
Huh? You ask me what’s going on? I ask you the same thing.. You’re probably as confused as I am now. But I’m not confused.. and you’re sure you’re not too.. I am sure of that.. Aren’t I right? 
So okay, whatever. One thing I know that is bothering me now is the fact that I wish I enter the danger zone. But Elvis tells me that fools rush in.. And yet, fools miss out waiting for nothing.. Trust my heart? That’s nonsense. My mind is smarter but it won’t say anything that helps.. Heart desires, mind objects. Mind keeps quiet, heart becomes cautious.. The silence of the mind is defeaning to the heart..but oddly calming at the same time..
Gah, I give up. Yet I can’t give up something non-existent.. I guess I’m scared. That must be it.. I know what I am capable of. I give my all, or nothing at all. Win or die trying. That is why I haven’t entered danger zone yet. Enter with precaution? I just might die trying..
Well, if you’ve read this far, I applaud you. You have just read a piece of my mind.. the mind of an aspiring madman. The mind of the potentially capable genius. hahahaha.. also, the empty mind of the satisfied and filled mind of an idiot. More than that, the unprepared mind that is fully ready for more…
Deep down I want to give the love I have that is more than enough for me. To the ideal and to whom I’m an illusion of ideal. I have more in my mind that I am telling.
But right now I can’t be bothered. And so can’t you. So let’s leave it to that. And leave me, to finish typing this blog entry and you, to finish reading this stupid blog. hahahaha.. self proclaimed idoicy. Well that’s what you get when you scramble your green eggs and ham, I mean, ramble your words. Did I say ramble? I mean scramble thank you for being such a great audience tonight, ladies and gentleman, feel free to leave a comment as a tip to this poor blogger. See you and have a good night! xD
